The embryo's didn't take. Yesterday was very hard for me because I felt so sad for M & M. I really thought that they were going to stick...Although, the negative beta didn't surprise me...after taking all of those negative HPT's, I had a feeling it would be negative as well.
M & M are taking it harder this time around too...and they have only one more shot with the last little totsicle. I don't know where we are going from here or if they will want me to try a third time. I will let you know.
I do have to say thank you so much to my friend's for your support. I took it really hard and bawled like a baby at my work desk but your words and love really helped me more than you will know. You are all amazing. I went over to my friend Jen's house and the kids played and Jason made dinner...it was nice to be there....so Thanks JEN! :) Then I went home and popped the cork on a bottle of red...
On another note, I will be turning the big 30 next month and I am finally going camping for my birthday! I have the spot reserved at Clear Lake, OR (lot 9...right by the water!) I'm so excited! At this rate though, there might be snow!!! Gotta take my long underwear! :) All are invited, you just have to get your own spot as ours is full!
I think I might go sing some Karaoke tomorrow night at the Farm House.....get my mind off things..have some fun. Yeah...I might just do that.
I hope all is well with you and that you have a beautiful day.....Thanks for reading this (random at times) blog of mine! Loves <3