My headspace is cloudy and lonely.
I dream of this offering that I have been unable to give, and not for a lack of trying, because I did.
I’m sad.
I’m lost.
I don’t know where this journey is headed…
but right now I am in a purgatory of solitude and unknowing.
It’s cloudy…
The moisture gathers on my face and streaks my make up.
I Love You!!! Don't be sad... I hate to see you sad, what is meant to be will be. Maybe this couple really isn't ready, you never know... or maybe you and Jesse are meant to have another baby... you never know... I am sure there is a reason. That little soul might not be ready. You still have one more shot right? Maybe the little one will be ready then or not. They know when they are ready to come in, at least that's my thought on it!
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Allissa
I feel so bad for you,what you have done up til this point is amazing.You are amazing.I know, no matter what we all say to you it doesn't make the pain and disappointment go away.Just remember all of the support you have from all of us.May god bless. Remember all good things are worth waiting for.
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